The drums, Nair and Sair...

HEAVEN AND EARTH...

NAIR y SAIR

NEMSIS THE JAGUAR

My enemy Nemsis, you who shift in to jaguar, last time we met, you took my arm. I asked, why? You replied with a smile, your enemies are those who teach you who to live and be wary, a Warrior will need both arms to fight ... The question is, do you have the warrior in you or have the word warrior taken over your soul. You have lived too long in the shadow of your warriors. Now, when you have only one arm, the essence that lies within you, will shine thru. This action will create an invisible arm that flips and twists in all the parts of the world and to create a bridge that binds everything together. Mourn not what does not exist, mourn the sorrow that creates the shade within you, the shade of words that follows you. I am your enemy, and are here for you, I am in everything and see everything ...

A NEW DAY...

A new day is arriving, the dawn has gone home to rest and left the shadow to wait, staring at the horizonten. It knows that it is waiting, but what ... A new dawn, a new day, a new name or a new life. Then the clouds whispers in the wind, waiting, waiting, this is part of you, you have created a waiting energy in you life...

EMBRACED

You came to lead me a bit on the way, who would have thought that our energies would find each other. No one has embraced me as you do, in which all the colors become one, it feels like I have been waiting a long time in the bench. Have seen the world fall, but yet my eyes saw when it rose up again. On the bench has wars, hunger, love, death, people, joy and sadness come and go... My eyes always looked sideways and saw that beside me, in the bench, there was always empty. Until one day I saw someone approaching with cautious but waiting for his invitation to sit next to me. .. I know that it is time to ask you to sit next to me, and see the world together, I give you my soul to keep forever. I can't give you the love that ego speaks of. There are togetherness with my soul and the world it comes from. I want to share the energy that we create together, two flames, which becomes a crackling fire.

THE MAGICIAN

In the darkest forest I found you ... You are a magician who are living with the rain forest, your world is different from mine. Our meetings take place in silence, our souls collide with each other as two galaxies which transforms to dust. I am a star in your universe, I light up your dark, I open my universe for you ... You will be the sun in my universe which generate light to my darkness. You have bring to life my Fenix, that was within me, you burned the fire in my heart. You and I in our silence, I know you..

Brujo

A POSSESSION..

You sit in your room, everything in the room is yours but still not ... You are trying to explain to your self why you have filled the room with possessions, but you can not get away from yourself. Sitting for a moment, staring straight into the wall, the wall becomes like an open sea and where you understand that you have sent this energy called "possessions" to what is in the room .. You have stamped yourself and the room to a property, this energy is heavy to see ... but the sea shows how all the possessions are floting, it becomes like a dance of energy and how they come and go. Suddenly the whole room is a part of everything that you get to take part of, until they float away in this dance of energy. A possession is possession when you go on in possesing everything in your life ...

YOUR SOUL

We meet there the sun and moon come together, and either the day or night exist there. Our souls embracing, as two vines that grow in each other's embraces. This world is not like the world I know, in your arms, everything looks brighter, your soul, show me who it is .. In your soul there is everything you are.. You create space for my soul to be able to visit you. I do not want to leave this place, if wholeness does exist, it would be in your soul. We know we have to leave before our minds wakes up, you say, my mind can own me life after life, but this place nobody owns and there are you. I will always be where your soul is, as long as your soul exist, I AM ...

YIN AND YANG IN THE BEGINNING OF TIME

Yin and Yang were separated many decades ago, now they try to find each other again. Yang let the sun burn Yin for fear of the dark. Yin was burned and hurt by Yang's fear, she let the moon dazzle him to blindness. Yin retreated into the darkness to heal her wounds, but Yang's fear had attach to Yin, his fear of the darkness. The darkness did not recognize Yin and let her freeze in the dark where no one could find her. Yin's tears turned into crystals, but she never gave up, the darkness could not comprehend that she was still alive. The darkness visited her every day and observed her stillness, one day the darkness asked Yin, who are you? Yin knew that her strength was leaving her and the answer would take her last breath. Yin said, I am the darkness that does not exist, I am your mother  who gave you life, I will still exist when you are gone ... The darkness knew that only Yin would have that answer, he released her. But Yin did not return she wanted to remain in the darkness where the silence is, where everything is still.

The darkness came and said, Yang are looking for you .. Yin felt the fear took over again, his fear, dont let him in, that traitor ... He let the sun burn me and left me to die!!. Yin you can not live in grief and you can not live forever here, the darkness is to give tranquility not to hide. I can not keep Yang from the darkness when he has no fears of the dark, he may come as much as he wants. But without you Yin, he enters the dark In blindness. He needs Yin to see In the dark and you need the Yang part to see in the light. I get along fine without Yang, I dont need his part. No, Yin .. See what you've been without that part, you are a shell filled with empty darkness and in the end it will absorb Yin. Yang is filled with empty light and in the end it will absorb the entire Yang. You are going to exterminate each other, why do not you meet where light and darkness meet and become a prism of colors .. There, he can not hurt you or you hurt him .. Yin agreed to meet him and Yang, felt the panic hit him, he was scared of those feelings that came over him in meeting Yin. The darkness told Yang to let those feelings come, but let them go, if Yin feels the fear In you, she will destroy you and I will help, this time nothing can help you. Either you're ready and you are Yang the other half of Yin or let the sun absorb you. Yang knew he was Yang, father of the light and the sun, he is Yin's half .. Yang felt the darkness opened and he saw what Yin saw, now he knew why Yin wanted to be in the dark .. Tranquility all is stillness, this feeling of nothing, yet everything, just as it came, so it disappeared. I do not see!!, exclaim Yang. When you did recognize Yin as your other half, you did take part of her darkness, her part led you in the dark ... When she recognizes you as her other half, she will be led by you, in the light, do you understand now why we need Yin and Yang .. She will be your eyes in the darkness and you are her eyes in the light.

Plus and minus can not agree, but can give each other energy to exist. A circle of opposites that lead each other in stillness and movement.  ...

It will CONTINUE...

A THOUSAND YEARS OF LOVE

Has wandered all over the universe, parallel worlds, decades of life .. Fragments of memories remain. How do we love, with our hearts? .. I know that this night like all the other nights, I lay and watched how you slept, how I was filled with a feeling called love .. The feeling gave me a taste of eternal peace, a half of me in you. The feeling made me realize if they took my heart from the body  I would continue to feel this feeling, for it was not in the heart but in my soul. You wake up, your beautiful dark eyes that were between sleep and reality look at me with your soul, you kissed me and in that kiss you did share your soul with me .. A thousand years have passed and I am still waiting to lie awake and feel this feeling again ... this is love for me.

NEAGALA

BORDERS

Do not say that we work across borders, say that we are working over the mountains to build new lows and new bridges. The word, boundaries, puts borders inside ... For the soul, there are no limits, there are mountains to climb, new lows to visit, new bridges being built and rebuilt. Borders puts borders for a while in us ... What do I choose to be in a border or be unlimited to build new bridges.

INTO MY SOUL

The soul's journey

Many lives, many destinies ...

The soul is constructed, in addition to wander, wander into other dimensions, other planets and here on Earth. Let us not dwell, let us continue to walk, let us become one in spirit..We are an atom and not several atoms, we are DNA ... We carry our temples as a shield. A shield of pain, bitterness, joy and isolation, but wear it with knowledge, this is a soul´s journey. Now and forever ...

JOY...

BROKEN HEARTS

You can never break a heart, the ego, does it for you. If you feel that your heart has been broken, it's ego that you need to ask. No one can break our hearts, the heart lives day by day and understand what the ego does not understand. You have not broken my heart you have hurt my ego ... the ego is always in front of the heart. Anyone who has suffered most is our ego that needs your love, to be seen.

TRUE FEELINGS

If your feelings were from the soul, you would have found me, you let me go. If your feelings were true you would have seen your child in me, but you saw it in someone else. The body always wants to go back where it has been, but the soul knows ... I know I can not live with the soul completely out, but I follow it now. When you feel alone and abandoned, you will find a partner to fill your emptiness, your body chooses. Now that I have found my soul, I understand, you meet so many men and you see the look on their face that they want something more ... it's the body they want to give pleasure, they forget that we have a soul. My soul fills me, I don't seek love, I don't seek my soul, I don't seek a father to the future child ... I want to see in your eyes, you ... that you fill yourself with your own love, where I will find myself.

OBSTACLE OR PROBLEMS..

We see everything as an obstacle or problems in our lives. Other people want to teach you a "lesson" about life .. Want to teach you to live " the right way". Many of us let them do it, even though we are aware that they do it. But eventually, life will show them new perspectives in their lives, that life is not a "lesson" ... Only knowlege. If somebody wants to teach me a "lesson", It feels it´s  more about their ego that cries out for help. Nature has show me this "I am grateful for your advice, but choose to move on".  If I stay, I will be drawn into their obstacles and problems wich does not exist. When I walk alone in nature I understand, that in nature there are is no energy called obstacles, lessons or problems .. Only present, and knowledge. Each footstep in nature brings me closer to myself, to my body, I understands that the body works in the rhythm of nature . When the body receives the same renosance as nature it feels good, you're laughing quietly in an inner harmony.

THE BLACK DRESS

Will the black dress ever come back ... no, it can never come back it was torn apart and dissolve throug time. The black dress was free, it lived for the day ... memories are there, the feeling is still there, but now it's free. Those hands that tore the dress, was that an act of love or pleasure of the moment .. Those hands could not talk about their innermost desires, they kept quiet in the silence. The black dress knew that those hands would move on to other dresses that were her friends. The dress knew the end was near, it would never be worn again .. who did not wear a black dress sometime in her life..